why do i care so much about pleasing you,
when you will just do what you want to.
even at the expense of us,
with a disregard for me.
i don’t deserve effort?
i don’t deserve discipline?
i don’t deserve respect?
or maybe sometimes,
but only you get to decide.
how can you be the head
when you possess no brain.
...because you must be stupid.
to taint life with death,
to bring rain into our sunshine,
to think you could still have,
what you gave away,
when you gave into yourself,
instead of giving into us.
why would i care at all about pleasing you
