remind yourself

unless you minimize the exposure & recognize the fuckery immediately, a situation can turn into six. options are bent, and realities screwed, and one outlook suddenly becomes six. (exhibit a)

whether your shit is legit or not, people are gonnah talk shit. inputs are going to be suggested. & your stand on the play becomes immobile. she says she always does what she wants. but really, she's doing what she thinks other people would do. & i say think, because other people are simply doing shit they think other people are doing too.

why should i waste my time attempting to convince you that im legit. & why should i have to devote time to attempting to relay that. im that way all the time. everybody's human. so eventually youll recognize my being if its something similar to whats already in you. & then there's the rest. & thats who, 'i dont give a fuck' is for.

i say untraditional, because frontin has become the populist view. & my untraditional take on life is only shared by the bosses. yes. i can live with that. i will sacrifice the acceptance of minimalist, for the sake of something grand.

for example. check exhibit a. :)

well currently. thats my ride. & my pastor spent a little extra time on me yesterday !! amen. :)

pot filled joints blowin out purple

forgive me.
im big enough to see when i come across a mistake.
a misconception. smh.
cause i was just sooo sure.
and i was wrong.

how could i have missed this?
i swear i tried.
i remembered.
think i gave the whole thing play.
but then. i couldnt piece it all together.

whatever the reasons that may be.
that fact still remains.

so now, here i am. listening.
in the midst of conflict.
that arised from a 'lack of regard' to something that was so significant.
then my attempts to dismiss it.
smh. icing on the cake.

were always so worried if the other person can make it. if they can make that commitment to a vision always weathering a storm. 

my attitude needed to be put in check. lol. he's obviously still the man here. lol. :)

my re-draft attitude includes so much more of him. and me. back in my place. eager to learn. lol.