my analysis of who i've become. a reflection of sorts i suppose, of who i think i am.
my own opinion i want to stress.
because i have known to have been wrong before.
& i think our own reflection of who we think we are, is inevitably distorted.
i rely solely much more so on prayer.
because people, including ourselves as individuals,
are essentially unreliable.
no one will take all the way care of you.
at some point, you must be able to rely on your own backbone,
the one that God strengthens.
& you must receive from Him, all the things you need to prosper within this world.
let the drought happen around you, not to you.
….because regardless, it will happen.
i wish i could give you some groundbreaking knowledge,
as to how to become the person God intended you to be,
…the best version of yourself.
but all i've figured out so far,
is that it is different for everyone.
it is not something you can manipulate,
to have it happen your way,
under your terms,
within your time frame.
but it must happens as it wills,
as time and surroundings allow.
but don't miss the point,
being that you are to stand steadfast.
that regardless of what is happening around you,
what is within you stays focused,
stays motivated,
continues to believe that there is purpose,
that the hope you have,
will never be in vain.
& there is no mistake you can make,
or tragedy that can happen,
that can reverse that.
the win, it is inevitable. :)
xoxo, ash.
