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in the meantime, this will always be true, <3

become attach to everything you do. 

imagine that every action defines you. 

then learn Gods take on those things. 

so you can learn the repercussions that'll stand before you. 

I'm lacking clarity. 

i know what i think i want, but my wisdom isn't what's best for me 

I'm tryna dig ditches. create investments. within every action. 

so that ill always reap more than what i sow 

only God's direction can do that for you.

isn't it crazy though, that your outside drowns out your inside voice.

confusion precedes destruction.

I'm scared of that.

where is your will, what're you fighting for?

is it what you were created for,

or are the limits of the world placed upon your potential?

the L is for lacking.

go after the wrong thing, & there'll always be something missing.

intentions matter, true motives.

our hearts hold our lives, our deepest desires.

& you can lie to yourself, but you can't lie to your heart.

nothing's barely ever what it seems.

so hold your words. & speak only inevitable truths.

because you always know less than what you think.

& the room to grow keeps getting bigger.

fill it, instead of evacuating.

cause your ignorance will force you out.

impossible not to trust God, because only through his eyes are the truth.

classy

sometimes i feel as if Gods not moving enough.  that my faith test are that of a child, & my expected outcome is limited change.  but that's never right.  God never does too little or too much.  always just right, and never in vain.  I'm not use to this type of perfection.  but now i have no choice, but to adjust righteously.  because my tables are being turned constantly.  everything i once identified with is shifting. things and people are being taken from me, things I've built my foundation on.  if I didn't have God now, I would have nothing. nnnootthhhiinngg. & while it may always really be like that,  we're usually too comfortable to have to read between the lines and realize that.  now God gives me no choice.  but fear remains distant, I refuse to shorthand my God with that. therefor you don't deserve my farewells either.  because only God knows what this is. & i don't want to shorthand what my God is doing, with wisdom unworthy of comprehending such a divine plan.  pure faith, walking in the unknown.  but like a boss! :) owning it,  taking it,  with the authority that's been givin to me.  blessed be the name of my God, blessed be the name of me, & every step I take,  due to the one who directs them. amen.