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sometimes i feel as if Gods not moving enough.  that my faith test are that of a child, & my expected outcome is limited change.  but that's never right.  God never does too little or too much.  always just right, and never in vain.  I'm not use to this type of perfection.  but now i have no choice, but to adjust righteously.  because my tables are being turned constantly.  everything i once identified with is shifting. things and people are being taken from me, things I've built my foundation on.  if I didn't have God now, I would have nothing. nnnootthhhiinngg. & while it may always really be like that,  we're usually too comfortable to have to read between the lines and realize that.  now God gives me no choice.  but fear remains distant, I refuse to shorthand my God with that. therefor you don't deserve my farewells either.  because only God knows what this is. & i don't want to shorthand what my God is doing, with wisdom unworthy of comprehending such a divine plan.  pure faith, walking in the unknown.  but like a boss! :) owning it,  taking it,  with the authority that's been givin to me.  blessed be the name of my God, blessed be the name of me, & every step I take,  due to the one who directs them. amen.