I love people. the things theyre capable of. the creation God designed.
our souls that fill us are a beautiful thing. divine design.
(while my heart can't fuel anything that isn't the truth, I have come to live peacefully in this war.
no judgements, no hate.
but my eyes belong to the Lord, & he monitors my hearing.
so I shall see things as they are, not as I wish they could be.
and I apply Gods way. because that is the only way.
so while my friends are still my friends.
either for ME, they are not the same,
or what friends are FOR, is not the same.
I am my own, only in control of my own.
my relationship with God, my progress,
it is only my own.
my spirit cannot dwell in another person,
another can not share what God is to me,
Except one.
being my whole,
my all,
...this is important. when it comes to 'friends' at least.
because if we dont share what the biggest most important thing is to me,
then how much can we really share.
my immediate reaction is to separate,
unoffensively.
...but this isn't about the physical situation,
but how I cope internally to a massive revelation.
something so significant previously, basically
changes immediately.
is this what he was put here for.
is he the motivation to separate from the storm.
a companion for the trial.
because he's the one person God gave me,so bluntly, ...perfectly.
God flows through him, endlessly,
pouring directly & indirectly,
revelations, directions, obedience.
teaching of faith, patience, & dedication.
a lesson in sacrifice.
as well as my prosperity, my abundance,
my grace & my favor.
because we share the same spirit,
the one connected to our Father.
& in us we believe the same things,
we learn the same things,
we're receiving the same things.
pre-designed.
our entire existence,
our entire relationship.
but he takes up a lot of space,
not leaving room for anyone who cannot meet the standard.
so them, they are at a distance,
but still seen with the Lord's eyes.
