to the end

thuglife. 

a relentlessness. 

to stand steadfast in the belief that youre made for a big purpose. 

that youre irriplacable, made with worth. 

that while you live, you live to learn.

seeking  growth, reaching for perfection.

fearless. 

adapting to change, developing in success. 

showing strength in love, 

stronger than violence. 

our actions represent our charachter. 

classy composure. 

quick to give, 

humbled by serving. 

acknowledging the glory of our creator.

the power set in us. 

to conquer and reign. 

you can keep the fame.

#tweegram

taking the win!

essentially it's the war we're in. how faithful of a soldier will you be? He provides the armor. He guarantees the win. and we forget, that that is the only way. what do you want from life? being realistic about ups & downs. because you will have them. & with out understanding of the war you're in, your downs will out weigh your wins. you can't have your perverse way, your imperfect way, because you cannot save yourself by yourself. when we fall, the hope of God tugs on our will, & nudges at our feet. the will to live in God's Glory outweighs the temptation of the flesh. we're a spirit. why do we act so simple. 0_0 we demean ourselves constantly. falling far below the amazing power of God in us. and we go the long way around the bush, instead of looking inside. and closing the windows of the world, so you can hear your inside speak. we need focus, concentration, will & belief. simple minded creatures we act like. thinking you are far above confusion. not knowing what fasting brings. you will not hear or see God, if your still listening to the world. not taking anything away from you, but are actions are fueled more than 50% by our subconscious. so even when you think you're not following, or you're not consumed by, you are. you are what you eat. you are what you watch. & you are what you hear. what do you see & watch the most? & God does not compete. these things take away from our glory. they give us thoughts that do not sow righteousness. they make us ignorant of the power of our tounge. Faith is a law. the most sincere, fair & fulfilling law ever. it is for you. from your God. to learn, to study, to be all the way in it. created for you to win.

“Spiritually, I Was Bankrupt”

this man is amazing. his courage. his boldness. ugh. i admire him.
currently reading his book, Wretched, Pitiful, Poor, Blind.
honesty, sincerity, faith, <3
everything we could all use a bit more of.

for you princess

just want to enunciate this phenomenon I've figured out. 

because there's this hold over me. 
as a girl, as a women. 
this desire to be lead, by someone I've chose.

not because my hunger is absent. 
my will to work is present. 
but fueled by something more than survival, 
this is more about preference. 
comfort zones.
my most natural one. 

this void is filled when that relationship exist. 
you give direction to my giving. 

as women i feel we are bred to give. 
to support and encourage. 
to nurture and reassure. 
we are the comfort in life, 
the bread men war for. 

intimacy is natural. 
we desire connection. 
someone to feel responsible for.
a direction for our giving. 

this is hard to admit. 
that you can be apart of my dependency. 
that i want you to be apart of what I'm dependent on. 

so that i can always have you in the back of my mind. 
something that i have, no longer something that i want. 
because its always one of the two. 

this part of nature is always takin out of context.
always exploited, always abused.
so we have to be conscious of the game, 
even though we chose not to play.

everything we are is apart of our value.
as soon as you sell for less than its worth,
you lose apart of yourself.
cold world trying to get it back.